Tell me to stop thinking about such things...
Though it's just an hour alone with you, I feel so happy. I'm really scared that I will like you. I can't, I really can't. I know you don't want it too. I'll try, really trust me. While walking to NTUC, I almost wanted to tell you the story about Mun and I, the moments we had in NTUC, but I held back. I'm glad I didn't tell you yet. You said next time when you have a girlfriend you will want to try having to go with her, spending time with her to supermart. It's funny right?I like your maturity, it makes me feel secure. I like your shyness and quietness, it simply makes me think what you are thinking in your mind.
Tell me that I have a covenent, tell me that I can't like anybody that includes you. Tell me that I need to hang on to what I believe and give it to God. Tell me that I need to wait patiently for God and His plans. Tell me that we cannot be together even if you are still in Singapore. Tell me that I need to be realistic.
I need a time out. I can't think of you anymore. It will just be another crush. Nothing else. I just want a friendship.
posted by Michelle @ 9/06/2005 10:47:00 PM
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