a C.R.U.S.H.
I must admit, though sometimes I do miss him, I miss the times we had together, the favourite places we went, the company we had, the fun and laughter and the "adventurous" things that we did together, it has no get into me that much after all.To be very very honest, I sort of forgotten about him and I have changed my target. (Opps!) I had a crush on this guy who is one year older than me, a very good guitarist but I think we won't have any result.
I once told God that I want my husband to be my prayer partner, my best friend, soul mate, who will love God, love me, responsible, appreciates me and love me. We have to complement each other. He must be older than me preferrably 4-5 years older than me, one who will honour and repect me just as I will do so too. I hope the year when I turn 21, he will seek counsel and permission from Pastor Gordon and my parents to be together.
I'm praying for God to prepare me and him till the day we meet and be together that our relationship will be a God-honouring one. I have my 3 year covenent.
I am reminded that inner beauty is more beautiful than outer beauty. I'm waiting for God's plans for me.
posted by Michelle @ 7/18/2005 11:39:00 AM
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